reflection-of-life

2008-11-18T08:00:00.003+08:00

angels n devil is battlin inside me juz tis mornin on whether to work or not to work...though i reali hope tt e devil will win n make me stay at home to enjoy such a lovely mornin for slpin..but my mind is juz not followin my heart or is it e angel n goodness inside me is juz too powerful?i tink tts super unlikely...haha e feelin of comin to work is gettin me more n more sian each day n to ppl who may not know me tt well, tis is e job tt i stay longest thru out n its gg to be 2 n 1/2months by e end of tis month..cant help but tink tt its quite an achievement for me n i'm sure my bros will definitely agree with me

plannin to quit at e end of tis month but i haven inform my manager yet but i will do so soon juz after they fin their breakfast...got tis relactant feelin inside me to work as invigilator but i tink it will be bad to back out, however i tink it shld be alright la...shall depend on my mood..

counting down - 10days to end of job
- 7wks n 2days to start of army life

bye

2008-11-14T07:58:00.002+08:00

its a friday mornin but i am feelin moody...y? probably coz i am juz tired coz slp ltr than usual last night...i am wonderin n thinkin how everyday life will be if i am workin another job or if dun need to work...haha how gd will tt be to be at home slack with my dear...miss e old days or shld i say sch days...where skippin sch once in a while to get more slp or to meet my dear is smth tt can be done without worries

workin is not a v fun thing...though my job scope is quite wide n i get to try diff things durin my work i still feel tt its a chore to come to work everyday...esp when u work in jurong island, coz dere will be only cab to help u when u miss out e fuckin company bus...which is always so damn earli...725 at jurong and tink of e crowd tt i face everyday when i board e train...with all sorts of ppl who is way more kiasu than i am and push their way in..when at work everybody will talk to each other except me n its alr 2months of lunch alone coz cant be bothered to join ppl for lunch n maybe they feel e same way with me also...hope all tis fuckin shit faster come to an end..come on dec n bye bye to workin days...i have decided to quit at e end of tis month to enjoy one month of no work life den will be 2yrs of army life ahead

counting down - 2more wks for work
- 8wks for army

2008-10-30T08:06:00.002+08:00

been alot alot alot of months since i last blog...at least i feel tt way...life nowdays for me, i would say tt its quite busy compared to schooling days...sch have been like a 3 1/2 yrof chalet for me coz didnt reali work tt hard until e last sem of sch n startin to regret for my damn lousy results now...haha i cant help but laugh at myself

went swimmin ytd with ivan ng as i wan him to teach me how to swim breaststroke n i tink tt it went quite sucessful=) i nv swim tt many in my whole life before...haha

lastly, i am gg to be enlisted soon on 8th jan which is 2monhs away n i hope tt it wil be fun coz i suppose tt i will be able to take the trainin..hmmm the thing tt i will miss most will be slackin with my dearest girlfriend who i like to call teacher qiaoyi...haha disturbin her have been one of my hobbies alr n i'm sure tt i will nv be able to quit tt hobby tis lifetime=) muz make her go exercise with me soon coz i dun wan her new shoes to be neglected...haha i so gd to u rite baby? yes i am=)

2008-03-13T13:57:00.002+08:00

been rainin non stop for the past few days though e monsoon season is suppose to be over alr..n worse is the rain is gettin heavier each day..wonderin when will tis rainin period be over..in less than 24hrs time brother reeve is gg to be enlisted into tekong sch 2..haha wishes him all e best.

went to the food fair at suntec ytd n tried some samples n food over dere..its my 1st time being there but i not reali fascinated by it..i onli bought a packet of instant coffee for my mum as i feel tt it tastes nice..the amazin thing tt happen over at the food fair is tt we saw jaydon, qy cousin, coz we was plannin to visit him 1st but we go to suntec instead..he is a cute kid n super active when he is 'unleashed' (take out from his pram) n tog wif dear we carry him to search for ballons as he saw some kids have got..he reali likes ballon alot n can be reali tame when u tell him to behave den can get ballon..haha..so back to the carryin of him..i did a bad job as i hardly carry baby n he kind of struggle when i was carryin him..but since my dear qiayi got not enuff strength to carry him he had to suffer with my bad baby carryin skills.. haha but it was a gd experience=)

2008-01-18T16:13:00.000+08:00

being reminded to blog by my lovely qiaoyi..haha..e beginnin of study break is always v slack as i will deem tt i can complete studyin in juz a few days..which i certainly hope to..gettin hungry now le as i am so lazy to go get my food n luckily mum is comin home with food for me..a big thx to her:D haha alright i shld start studyin as of today le..be it a lil at a time i muz start today..

read e papers juz now n saw a article abt e condos at habour front can actually be viewed through e binoculars from mount faber n as sporeans, ppl r makin a fuss over small issues abt privacy matters..also in e article, a lawyer said tt e owner n residents shld protect their privacy n then comes a line "a home is like ur castle" which means tt ppl shld protect their home n privacy themselves n not rely on wat e external factors or ppl to protect it..i find tt line very logical n sensible in all circumstances of family matters be it privacy or complications among members..most impt in tellin tis is, treasure n protect ur family n members while u can wif all u can everyone:)

2008-01-15T15:38:00.000+08:00

rainin seson is here again le n e rain not only dampens e atmosphere it also can dampens a person mood to do things..ok but tt does not happen to mi now coz i got nth much to do..
havin study break now le n tt means exams is juz round e corner..oh man n after tt everybody is gg to grad n left mi n some pathetic frens who r repeatin modules to join e junoirs..they r a bunch of not so fun ppl n dun reali can join them in conversation..alright..lets leave tt to nxt sem den c how ba..juz hope tt my results tis sem will be alot better and give me more morale and encouragement for my nxt sem..hope my exams faster fin n it will be chi new yr soon le..ok tts all le ppl..gd luck to every1 who r gg to have exams n happy holidays

hope to c my dear soon with her new hairdo:)

2007-10-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

so free rite now tt i cant tink of anythin else except to update my outdated blog...haha...in sch now n guees wat ppl...coz my lesson only starts at 3 n i'm in sch since 2...out of hse at 12 to meet e lonely no fren guy, reeve, at clementi to have lunch...if not e poor him will have to go for his lunch alone for e whole wk....
woke up earli today coz went over to find dear before her sch...bought breakfast over n enjoyed our prata den....after a while its time for her to go sch so i went home to slack a while n meet with reeve....sch is so sian...ppl 1st wk of sch i 1st mth of sch le...gotta find when is e breaks n holidays i will have so tt can plan ahead of time...n i got a job le...hope tt can earn some money to enjoy a better life n have more cash in hand....gettin sick soon le...tink muz drink lots of water n rest more le...ok...tts all....bye

2007-08-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

i'm a 19yr old guy le:) ya....bday juz passed few days ago n been quite lucky for tt wk coz its smth unbelieveable...for wed sat n sun, those r e days tt have 4d n i strike all 3 days...n out of e 3 days, 2days i strike top prize but e money is not alot coz of ibet...its still v lucky rite...haha...

thx to my dear who made brownie, choc, new wallet n pei mi e whole day for my bday...reali appreciate all e things she did for mi...i love u my dear :D

its holidays now n i got nth much to do everyday if dear is workin...so i juz slack ard at home everyday or go play bball....wantin to play mahjong so much but nobody available...nvm shall wait till got ppl free den play lor...ok tts all le...tc ppl n have a nice holiday

2007-08-04T15:49:00.000+08:00

wow...been a mth since i log in...juzt realise tt when i saw e date of my last post....tink everybody is gettin busier as e days go...but holidays will come soon so hang in dere ppl...jiayou for exams projects n assignments...n dear jiayou n complete ur assignment soon den u can enjoy ur long holidays k:)
sometimes i reali miss e times in e recent past where everyone can gather n go out to play n havoc for e whole day...chatted wif bros till super late ytd...4+ n woke up lat at 7+ den raech late for work for abt 10mins...reali too earli to reach tanjong pagar at 830 lor...lucky onli a day...if not i sure die...had a nice chat ytd with bros n they too miss e times when we go out in a big grp....esp sl...he reali misses a recent part of e past....gd luck to him...haha...oh ya...4get to tell u ppl tt i'm actualli workin now...but lucky mi...always get to use com while workin...haha...but gotta tink tt its e onli company i got other for e parents n kids who r coming for lessons for e whole 10hrs tt i will be worikin on a sat...exams is coming reali v soon...manage to start studyin le but its reali alot to cover for my exams...lucky during work can study abit...haha...3hrs more to my knock off time...hope time will pass faster for mi den can go off n meet my dear to have dinner le....ya...try to update as soon as possible...haha...tc guys...hope to c u all soon

2007-07-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

i'm not dead yet guys...haha juz quite busy n dunno wat to blog abt for the past few wks...ok today is 1st day of job n ppl...i finally got a job...hope will not be too much things for mi to do...recently have been the busiest peroid of e 3yrs in my poly life...did all assignments n reports n handed them in on time, which is tink e 1st time i hand in work on time ba....did almost all of presentation slides by myself though it was a grp work...payin att in class n studyin for test...reali quite busy...n also playin bball...but luckily still have time for my dear:) time reali pass super fast...its ivan bday tis sat...advance happy bday wishes to u my bro...soon he will fin his ns n jj n reeve is gg in ns oso le...tink will be my turn real soon ba...though still got a yr to go but time can reali fly w/o u knowin it...n e nxt moment, things will happen w/o u knowin it le...quite a gd day to work toady coz earli dismiss n tmr no sch....yay...finally will be able to slp longer le...tts all ppl...bye:)

2007-05-31T02:15:00.001+08:00

went job hunting with reeve earlier juz now but tink wont be able to receive any call from tt shop ba...hmmm...i'm a jobless guy...haha....maybe 1day i will end up like wat reeve say...haha...who knows rite...dun feel like slpin so earli today as seldom have e chance to slp late le n tmr is public holiday, not forgettin tt i had my dinner v late muz wait for it to digest 1st...
come to feel tt i'm a thinker...someone who thinks alot...haha...or maybe juz tt its night time n not slpin in e late night will make ppl think more?well i duno abt tt...such fuckin hot weathers nowadys....even at nite its so hot....hope tt tmr will be a better day with a cooler weather...god damn all e test tt is comin...dread studyin so much now but bo bian....ok...enuff of crappin le...bye

2007-05-21T02:31:00.000+08:00

haven been bloggin for 2wks le...ya bro jj bday have pass le n tt guy is 19 le...hope his wishes come true...went for dinner n den to pub for his bdae eve special...if onli e pub was like e 1st time we patronise, it would have been better...coz they have free flow of fruits n chocs...e gals went off earlier followed by me n dear n e other guys stay dere till quite late n guess wat...bdae boy is drunk...haha...which make him got no worries(like wat sl said)...n most surprisin is tt tissue boy nv ask for tissue n can look after n send e bdae boy hm...went for steamboat juz now with bros n e chilli sauce dere has turned sour...worse is i ate alot wif e chilli n keeep tinkin tt y got such a weird taste...realise tt sauce is sour onli after visit from toilet...den we tried to find out where did jj's money went but to no avail...tink he shld employ a financial assistance to look after his money n pay...tt guy is gg to navy for his ns(with e sampan pass down from his dad)...
oh ya...elearnin wl tis wk so dun need to go sch...but gotta try fin all e assignments fast so tt i will be free to go out...ok...abt time for bed le....nitez every1...tues coming soon

2007-05-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

tmr is a short sch day:) so gg to sing wif sl yp n my lovely gal...tink i'm gettin fat again...can feel tt cuttings of muscle fading away n e constantly eatin habit of mine is aiding in e weight & fat gainin process...haha...so decided to do some exercise juz now...so its a must to go play bball tmr n fri so as to maintain n not get back to e fat me...haha....ok coz i'm reali round in pri sch...haha...to tink of it i have reali shed quite alot of weight n sharpen up my face...thks to all e trainings sessions over e yrs....haha....there's no competition now so it will be a turn fat period for mi but i juz cant give in like tis...haha...muz maintain doin exercise n not let those extra calories n fats store n deposit in my blood vessel....ok....got a fear tt i will juz die of heart attack one day as e oily food tt i ate over e yrs would huant me maybe a decade ltr...dun wish to die so young...haha...but not too old too coz if too old den movement will be a prob n burden to my children....such a hot day today tink global warmin effects is reali a headache for alot ppl....the heat wave tt took lives of ppl in europe might come again tis yr....so everyone juz try to do ur part in savin e world:) hope tmr wont be too hot but dun rain too coz i wanna play bball...ok...crapped enuff... bye ppl

2007-04-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

long time since i blog....at least tts wat i feel...finally got time to come online n look ard...sch starts le n i have been a gd student so far as i still haben skip any lessons or briefin yet n i try my best not to slp durin lessons...not 4gettin i try to be on time for all e classes...bros have been workin n seldom meet up wif em le...n our grp of frenz oso...tink find a day den go out tog ba...maybe can slack n chat away someday...dunno y i sudden have e urge to skip sch...hmmm....but cant la need to go for prac...ok gtg le...cya guys soon:)

2007-04-18T12:18:00.000+08:00

ok...its wed today n one of e days i'm dismissed earli....reached home at 11+ n tts reali quite earli as lec is such a slacker tt he dun wan teach n juz give grpin n briefin on modules den dismiss e class le...dunno wats wrong wif e yr2 class...they seem so unfriendly de lor...shyt e class rep who gave mi attitude at our 1st meetin....but dunno wats wrong wif e ppl la....tink juz do my part well can le la...hmmm....reali wan to find a part time job so i can earn some money to support myself n my wife...haha...if not have to eat tree barks n grass in order to support her....feelin quite tired le...tink i gg to slp for a while ba...its so hot recently but always rain in late afternoon....maybe rain den i go nap ba.....ok guys...duno wat to blog abt le...tink mind is tired ba...haha....tc

2007-04-12T12:31:00.000+08:00

now things have change...e time tt i have to come online is when i at work n slackin...hmmm...so tired tis few days...trainin n work can reali make a person fall ill easily...but nvm coz tmr will be e last day of atachment le n dun need to come back to tis place anymore le..hmmm...but tt will marks e start of sch le..hope modules will be ez n lec r gd...played mahjong ytd n i tink i reali miss winnin money at mahjong coz tiles r not tt gd le...haha...nvm i will get my luck back soon ba...juz had my lunch...bittergourd soup wif rice...e servin is quite large n taste not too bad...tink e things i will miss of tis work place shld be e jokes made out of e ppl here n maybe e food oso la...haha...need to get a phone soon le if not it will be worse if sch starts n no ppl will be able to contact mi if dere any lesson change n qy will have no ppl to pei her msg n she sure will miss mi...haha...any phone to intro ppl?budget is below 200...but i duno wat phone shld i get n if i shld sign a new plan or wat...ltr home le den i shall tink of it slowly...will be using up my pay to get a phone n i will be a poor guy le...so ppl if got part time to intro plz tell mi...tink muz work when sch reopen so tt i will have some money to support myself n save up to buy things i wan...den can go out n play oso...gettin strain in my neck recently tink is e prob wif my slpin posture ba...any volunteer to give mi a massage?haha...gtg...bye

2007-04-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

juz back from lunch n manager not in so able to use his com to do some personal stuffs b4 break is over...yea...lets tok abt ytd:) it was such a wonderful day out...slept well till 1+ n went for show at cathay...hmm...number23...makes ppl insane..haha...n even qy bday add up to 23...oh no..haha...ok back to topic..show suppose to be at 330 but dunno y e slot ytd was diff n we r late for e show...nth scary abt e show but alol interestin la...tink my appetite is scarier den e show...after e show went to ps n had ice cream as she's cravin for it so went to swensens n she make a bet on who e waiter will give e bill to..though i make her ask for e bill but e waiter still give mi e bill...nvm...haha..sure will be u sometime de..haha...head to g2000 to buy e shirt tt i fancied n she's happier den mi tt i buy e shirt..haha..tink she juz wan to c money spent ba..haha..went to vivo ltr n tried to pyscho her to buy jeans but she's not tempted enuff to buy the jeans..will make her buy 1 soon coz wan her to spend money...haha...no la...juz tt u need pamper urself sometimes k..ur pay come le hor..haha..can buy le...still haben buy my jeans n shoes yet..tink i seriously need to find a part time job when sch starts so tt i will have some money other den my allowance to buy things i like n to go out n enjoy...attachment pay cant last for long...yea...n so after walkin in vivo, decided to go out n have a sit n enjoy e breeze n guess wat..the seat is red n pink in colour..red n pink is associated wif 23...haha...took some pics outside of vivo n den she suddenly have e urge to head to sentosa for song of e sea...though we r totally in e wrong attire we still went ahead to sentosa..took e monrail n its much more faster den e no air con de in e past...ya n we r late for e show again but its ok coz wats attractive r e effects n not e story so i dun mind missin out e front part of e story...sorry puay...u go wif von alone k..more romantic la..haha...after e show, we decided to have a stroll on e beach n sat down to admire e stars, enjoy e sea breeze n listen to e singin of e waves...quite romantic rite...haha...went back as afraid tt we will miss e last bus home n most impt is tt she's hungry n tired le..went back to 145 to have our dinner n headed home to rest le...if onli i no work today den can ton at sentosa...haha...maybe nxt time la...reali enjoyed myself n thx for acc mi e whole day:) time to work...bye

2007-04-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

wake up earli in e mornin today at 8+...haha...might be normal for some but its consider quite earli for mi le but still late for qy coz she reached home at 6+ le...tts too earli for mi to wake up le ba...haha...called her but she's sleepin so decide to let her n mi to rest for a while more b4 gg for breakfast wif her at tw mac...went home to rest for a while more till ltr in e noon den we decided to head towards town as i wanted to do some shoppin...oh n i eat lunch b4 i went out of hse...meet up wif her under her blk but headed to cityhall 1st instead of town as i need topup my card n its rainin soon le...it will be bored to be stuck at onli a shoppin centre in town...so went to marina n suntec...tried some jeans n shirts...haha...took my fancy on a white n pink shirt at g2000 but scared tt it will be waste of money coz seldom do i wear long sleeve shirts...n wonderin to buy e straight cut jeans or e skinny...hmmm...gotta make a decision coz tmr gg town again...maybe will buy tmr ba...had part1 dinner at pastamania n walked ard suntec for a while more b4 gg to ps n shop...but deres not much things over at ps...visited sl at mff den went towards hereen n wisma...saw a men bazaar at wisma but e shirts dere r not tt nice...decided to go home as qy was feelin tired le...reali appreciate her company coz she juz back from msia still pei mi walk ard whole day...thz lots laopo...haha...ok..gg out wif her for movie tmr n c if i wan buy which shirt or jeans tmr...maybe gg for mahjong session in a while...haha...nitez n tc every1...reali enjoy ur company:)

2007-04-07T15:52:00.000+08:00

had a fun day ytd out wif bros...play mahjong wif mau sl n kez b4 gg to meet reeve n ivan up...den we headed to play cs n e session was reali fun...others may tink tt cs is out but wat we tink is tt its still a nice game for we all to play tog n headed to have dou hua n soya milk wif our you tiao...its v crowded over dere esp at nite...wonder how much they earn a nite lor...the place is fully packed even at e back alley...crap n as usual we criticised abt ppl we saw on e bus n ard we all though we all feared n noe tt retribution will befall someday...but hopefully is on we all n not our nxt generation...reali enjoyed e times wif bros...treasure em lots...n tts how we spend our bro bondin day...

its rainin since 2+ till now n still looks like it will rain for e nxt few hrs n i sort of bored stayin ta home le...reeve sl n jj workin full shift so onli left mi n ivan den ivan need go temple ltr so onli left mi...qy not back from msia yet...miss her...but nvm ba coz she will be back tmr mornin le:) planned not to go work on mon le n tt marks e 3rd n last mc i can take for my attachment but tink its reali worth it la...4days of break n work 4more days n its end of attachment le...but sch will reopen le...timetable still alrite...long day for mon n tues, thurs dun need go sch...wed is a v short day n 3hrs break on fri follow by a 2hrs lesson which i tink i will pon a few times ba...haha...dunno when will be e nxt time every1 will be free so tt we can all go out tog....look forward to tt day...k tts all le...tc every1...bye

2007-04-05T16:57:00.000+08:00

slackin at work now so decided to take some time off to update my blog...hmmm...cant deny e fact tt its quite inconvinient w/o a phone but i still can survive...haha...juz tink back of e times when w/o phone can le...can save money oso la...nv use den wont exceed so much...ITS HOLIDAY TMR!!! n i have decided to pon work on mon so tt i can have a long wk ends n oso wont have mon blues...haha...just like wat qy said...cant wait to knock off real soon n enjoy my holidays le...too bad no ppl online pei mi chat if not time will pass faster...guys if gg out on wk ends jio mi k...no trainin n no match for rest of tis wk...tink onli ivan free on sat ba...puay better pei mi out n hope von not free meet u...haha...call my hse if u all wan contact mi k...tts all le...23min more to knock off time...bye n tc every1

2007-04-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

how much unluckier can i get...1st of all lousy attachment placement...den less pay n now...phone got stolen while at work...so ppl tis few days can dun nid contact mi...finally get pay today...but tt miserable amt muz let mi survive for quite a while n need to buy new clothes n stuffs...how is tt enuff to get mi a new phone?hai...tink muz work while sch reopen den can manage to buy a gd phone but juz hope strike 4d can le la...haha...few hundred is enuff le...feel like v long nv every1 go out tog le...miss e times...find someday lets go out tog k...go sing or have a meal or even mahjong...miss winnin ppl money...jk la...miss v long nv play le...wat abt tis thurs ppl?fri is holi so can play overnight..haha..alrite guys...hope to c u all soon...nitez

2007-03-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

still recoverin from e fever i had on fri...still abit weak n no strength...wonder if i can play in ltr match anot...hmm...went to play cs wif sl ivan n jj ytd as its reali quite a torture for we all to stay home n do nth for e whole day...went to find qy n den to cine for dinner n pei mau chat a while n den they head back home while mi n qy went to cityhall as she wanted to eat ice cream...we r curious abt e doughnut factory at raffles city shoppin centre as there r always long q so went to take a look n wanted to give it a try...joined in e q but onli to realised tt i'm actualli cuttin e q as there r another grp of ppl who r in e q at the other end...they r considerate enuff to set e q at the other end so they wont block up e way...they q is reali long n their business seems reali gd...juz 8+pm n they r sure tt their doughnuts will be sold out...e staff advice mi not to join in the q as i might not be enuff doughnuts left...haha...so juz go n buy ice cream for tt greddy lady...she reali likes to eat...haha...so while eatin we walk along spore river n she bought another ice cream(she reali eat alot rite..haha)...its choc flavour tis time but not abit of the ice cream taste like choc..instead it tastes like durian...den found a seat n sat down n chat for quite a while as she complained tt shes tired...decided to head home as we feel water droplets fallin from e sky which i tot is mi spatting saliva when tokin...hmmm...like i always say mei hao de shi guang pass v fast...haha...took 190 back n have to sit at e seat rite behind e driver as theres no other seats le..so legs abit uncomfortable as e place is quite cramp...n when alighted, e sky is reali red n wind is howlin...sent her home n headed home reali fast...had a reali nice slp ytd nite...gotta go prepare soon le...tc ppl...5more days to my payday...haha

2007-03-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

wat a tirin day today...slept at abt 3 ytd n wake up 7+ in e mornin...4wks more n all tis sufferings will end le...y others can get a gd placement but not mi...thx to e lec in charge of itp to get mi tis place...reali thx him/her lots for givin such a experience....n i reali hope tt ur child will get into tis type of place for attachment too...tink i not enuff slp n tink too many things le ba...feel quite stress today...went to play bball when back from work to let off some steam but tink not enuff is given out...tink all e work made mi go alil bonkers n sick of e earli mornings...all e manual work n even sweepin of floor is one of our job....come on....liason officer say tis is another type of experience but noe wat i tink...i tink its all bullshit la...i tink give him 1000/mth for tis job he oso will run far away....who in e rite state of mind n have a higher qulification for a better job will wan to do all tis work n listen to malaysian n china who education level is definitely lower den urs...makin it worse is e pathetic amt of allowance...i have frenz who grad quite long ago from same sch wif attachent pay higher n better workin environment...wat for i study so much if i plan to do tis kind of job...fucked tis sch n shit all e lec upside down...cant wait to fin e stupid itp n grad from tis sch...

2007-03-18T14:37:00.000+08:00

been a while since i update my blog n its been longer since i able to slp till noon den wake up...but if not for my aunt who talked reali loud(all my aunts tok like loudspeakers) i would have slp till maybe ard 2 den wake up ba...all coz of stupid attachment make mi lose e freedom to go play n e freedom to slp till noon den wake up...worse of all is my attachment company have such a "nice" workin environment wif lots of insects, dust, smell of burning plastics n metals, not to 4get constantly hammerin n bangin noise which tink will make mi deaf after my attachment...tink i reali lucky to get tis placement for my itp ba...need to carry pipes n lots of manual work while my other frens so unlucky to get placement where they can sit in air con room n use com or juz sit down n chat in air con room...pray tt time pass reali fast n itp will soon be history...e onli nice thing of itp is got money take la...nth else le..
went to fetch qy ytd after her work n go eat as she say she v hungry...ok...i'm late again...went to suntec but all shops close le so decided to go over to e makansutra gluttons bay as dere e onli choice...they had a concert at esplanade which attracted quite alot ppl over, juz right beside e glutons bay..though nv watch but e songs sound not too bad la...however it was abit too loud which makin mi deaf faster...went to order prawn noodles n chicken wings n shared...thx for helpin mi to peel e prawns again...haha...felt quite full after eatin but she say she juz half full onli...omg...is she gg to be e size of norbit in future??better not...walk to take 190 back n she keep complainin its v far n she v tired le...n i keep insistin tt v fast will reach e bus stop de...haha...saw a 190 n she started to run, so i followed n ran too but after knowin its not e last bus she decided to stop n wait for e nxt bus instead...made mi perspire all over from e runnin...den meet up wif bros after tt...chat for a while onli as all was tired le...tc every1 n wish mi gd luck for ltr de match...12 more days to payday!!!
bye

2007-03-10T03:48:00.000+08:00

juz home not long ago from jj hse...haha...played mahjong n i nid to carry my table to n fro...its heavy but worth it la...win money n can kill time oso...reali like e song way back into love...dunno y...tink coz of e show ba...haha...hmmm...tmr will be gatherin day again le...gg to meet up wif sl den go town find jj n kez n ivan will book out n can join we all...den mau after work can come oso n qy too...hmmm...but go where?haha...wan watch 300 lex...bro watched le n say not bad onli...hope it will be nice...
todays work is totally a weight lifting programme...make 50pipes n lots of hammerin n carryin of metals...wat if i reali got no choice but to work in tis type of place after grad...damn it man...lidat rather go be kopi gia better...still can walk ard n watch soccer...haha...k la...gg to slp le...c all of u tmr:) nitez

2007-03-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

tirin day at work today coz done alot sai gang...drillin of holes in pipes, carry of e pipes, sweeping of floor n etc...still got my clothes dirtied coz fren duno tinkin of wat n nv cover e hole properly causin e stupid chemical to shoot out n kana face n hair oso...shld not stand beside him nxt time...went home bathe n eat den headed to lot1 supposingly to watch "i'm a cyborg but its ok" but onli to realise tt dere dun have...haha...how can some1 be so blur...aiyo..but nvm...wont blame u:) so watched music & lyrics...hmmm...not a bad show la n quite funny at some parts n not 4gettin dere is oso touchin n maybe romantic scences...but not alot ppl watchin e show lex...duno izit not tt gd or izit tt e show out for sometime le...so maybe u guys can go watch oso...but go wif gals la coz its a love story...to rate it i will give it 3stars la...still alot room for improvement...
hmmm...decided tt i muz make big money when i out of ns...been tinkin of wat occupation can earn 10k/mth so tt i will be able to get marry at ard 27 n muz b4 30....oso enuff money for my wife to spend w/o her needin to go out work...tink no other choices le...either sales or be a boss...both r v diff la...so will rather choose be boss la coz will be mi in charge of others...any line in mind bros, so tt can start n earn big bucks?maybe we can join venture n do business tog...haha...yea...nv eat candies today but can feel tt my cough is not a normal cough...haha...muz remain persistant n soon i can quit eatin le...haha...k la...nid go slp le....nitez

2007-03-06T13:44:00.000+08:00

e boredom is killin mi over here at sungei kadut...wonderin where it is...haha...attachment office...theres nth to do n today worse...ask to be clerk...trans e line to e boss or help to edit wrong invoice...haha...come on...wats tt got to do wif chemical process...haha...but nvm la...at least can sit in office n chat den go read ppl blog n now to update mine...havin match tmr le but tink sure will be a tough match...haha...dun care la...juz give all i can ba...gg chalet ltr...but juz for e bbq ba...nid more rest...maybe tmr will take mc...so who wan pei mi go take mc n eat breakfast...haha...i alr got some1 in mind to pei mi la...haha...hope time can juz fly pass n reach knock off time...sudden tink of e universal controller in 'click'...if i have it now i will sure to press e fast forward button till e time i knock off n go home...haha...but hope dun nid auto pilot la...haha..cant wait till tis wk ends...ivan is gg to book out n 300 is comin on screens n after tt maybe will have drinkin session...haha...hmmm...been eatin lesser candies recently..duno will can i dun eat it...haha...c how ba...need help from bros oso...if they still eat i sure will eat oso de la...haha...so quit la...last pack...haha...heard of tis lots of times le but still not comin true...maybe it will ba...somedays...few more hrs to knock off time...hope ltr dun rain so bbq can be held smoothly...theres no other ppl in e office except for my fren who is assign to tis small company...haha...duno if can use e phone here to call ppl n chat...haha..scared tt they will be able to check e dialled numbers...haha...but its ok le la...its as if i'm paid to use com here tis two days..haha...gonna present e slides to e boss ltr...hope he likes it ba...if not ltr need change alot things again den v troublesome...
sometimes commitment is a v dreaded thing to do...but w/o commitment n responsibility, one will acheived nth...not 4gettin sincererity...muz start tinkin of wat to do when i grad n complete ns le..maybe i shld juz fin smth related to my diploma n work 1st ba...if reali like it den cont ba..if not work for a few yrs n take e money to start a small businiss??haha...still duno yet..but its alot ppl dream to be a boss la..so muz work harder n strive le...haha...tts all ba...i gettin long winded like e boss le...bye ppl

2007-03-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

after startin attachment maybe ppl might feel tt gg to sch is better but i dun la...feel tt holidays is always e best...can slack n dun nid do work...juz play eat drink n slp...slept 16hrs ytd sia but it was after 40+ hrs of sleepless time coz i wan to play more if not no time to play when workin...ytd was quite a fun day la though i tired till i can fall aslp juz by closin my eyes...went town to shop n ate alot till feel like pukin which made em dun dare stand too close to mi...den kez n jj nid go dinner n relatives hse n ivan nid go be god so left onli mi sl n qy...decided to go suntec n found out got some changes dere...so long nv go dere le...after shoppin ard n playin wif toys n stuffs...we were hungry again n qy wanted go crystal jade for dinner but juz too many ppl dere le...so sad...haha...so went to her 2nd choice which is e hokkien mee at esplanade dere...ordered $8 of hokkien mee to share n crap alot...soon, jj went n meet up wif we 3 den walk over to clarke quay take bus n went back wif rave....back tw le meet up wif ivan n we all chat for a while n went home to slp le...gg back to tt same old n dirty workplace tmr le...hope time pass faster tmr...time to slp le...gd nitez every1:)

2007-02-28T01:43:00.000+08:00

2nd day of attachment is better la...time seems to pass faster den ytd...less work today n more time to slack...n as usual,e old ppl dere got lots of stories to tell n things to show...n being mi i slp when i have e chance...haha...when no 1 watchin n i got a comfortable seat i juz put my head hangin in e air n have a short nap...haha...finally meet up wif bros todae...though juz 2days but seems like long time nv c em le...tink coz work den make mi go crazy le ba...wan go out wif em when i have e time...n tink tis attachment same like ns coz dere is basically no gals ard...make mi gg crazy le...juz uncles n smelly environment...haha...maybe i tink too muzh le ba...hope attachment faster end n most impt....hope can clear all modules n get at least a better grade...nitez

2007-02-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

1st day of attachment n its lyk hell....stupid location n lousy workin environment...though e workers r quite fun but dunno wat they tokin...all malays n a indian...n the place is filled wif dust flies n even mouse will run across e room when ppl r abit far away from em...will not recommand tis factory for attachment for any1 gg for their attachment coz even e boss tink tt theres nth for ppl to learn...juz making pipes n clearin up of e place...but heard tt i nid to do a presentation...dunno wat is wif e company n wif sch...make ppl go to a company where it make em feel no diff from foriegn workers desperate for a job...gotta stay dere for another 34days to complete stupid itp...hope it will pass fast though i noe tt wont happen...ok....muz go dinner le...bye ppl...tc

2007-02-26T02:32:00.000+08:00

i ought to be slpin by now le but i'm still not...hmmm...thx to last min typin of introductory letter required for tmr attachment company...actualli juz some edittin of frenz letter la...haha...but i did put in effort to edit it la...juz now watch e best final of a soccer match i ever seen...a guy knocked out n 3 guys sent off...best...haha...dunno wat i been tinkin recently,maybe its juz tt i too tired ba or izit i reali feel how i feel now...cant describe my feelings n put em into words...tink juz keep em to myself ba...oh man...have e sudden urge to drink but i nid to wake up 6+ in e mornin...cant be late for e 1st day of attachment...hope i dun fall aslp during work like wat i did last time...lol...sometimes its juz v hard to figure out wat ppl r reali tinkin abt...even a pig who is breed by e farm will be afraid when they c e slaughter guy or dunno wat...but some juz dun seem to be afraid n gettin far from ppl who harm em...haha...maybe tts life or maybe tts e way they tink its rite ba...went town today wif kez sl jj n ivan...ivan cant find suitable things to buy for von n make we all pei him walk here n dere...haha but ok la...tts wat bro r for la...went over to jj hse to get my uncle mahjong table back but e rain stop mi from gg home earli so had dinner n played nba a while b4 jj two cute n pretty cousin jio mi n sl to play wif em...haha...they r abit rude but ok la...still cute...n tt felicia look quite pretty...haha...but too bad...11yrs of age diff,too far away le...haha...ok tink i gotta get some slp b4 i e slpin time passed...tts all le ppl...nitez

2007-02-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

juz back hm not long ago but will be gg out ltr again coz gg play mahjong...yay..haha...mahjong all e way...though i feel abit tired le but its still ok de la..play a while will get back e feelin of not stoppin again de...ytd went over jj hse for mahjong n drinkin session but if onli more ppl stay over it will be great le...jose n mau y nv come back???haha...nvm la....tink positive...if they all come i dun have place to slp le...haha...drank abit nia...ivan if onli u dun nid to book in ytd...n rave no papers todae n as usual it will be e 3 of we all drinkin away n crappin n gg crazy...miss e time at ivans chalet...its e best chalet ever...ok la at least till now...
slp till quite shiok over at jj hse...tink coz i tired ba...slept till 12+ den wake up n order the maid to go buy breakfast...haha...thx e maid...after tt was some true or dare session but cant tink of qns to ask...so stop e session n juz tok le lor...hmmm...new yr reali a time to relax...well at least for mi la coz havin holi but attachment gg start soon le...reali soon...wat will i be w/o my bros...did u guys ever tink of tt?time will tick away n things will change but hope our brotherhood remains e same:) its my fortune to get to noe all my bros...they r precious to mi...
been eatin more n more candies since vdae...oso dunno y sia...juz keep on eatin...when will i ever quit eatin em...maybe when i have gf or maybe when gg to start a family or maybe not in tis life?haha...but sometimes reali hope life will be shorter coz livin in tis world may not seemd tt nice at all...all e relations n workload is enuff to drive ppl crazy le...so those who r still in e rite state of mind now...we r strong:) haha...but no matter wat ppl dun try to end ur life coz of unfortunate things tt happen to u...b4 u do anythin foolish tink abt ur family ur frenz n ur parents...esp how ur mum will feel coz she's e one who carry u in her stomach for 10mths walkin here n dere n doin stuffs to make u grow faster into a gd person...so guys we muz stay strong n be happy to live for e nxt 40 or 50yrs k...tts all le...gg to buy 4d soon...bye

2007-02-19T01:09:00.000+08:00

1st day of new yr have juz pass not long ago...haha...todae went quite a few places...even to sl aubt place...eat till v full over dere...watch protege today...its reali a meaninful show la...warn ppl not to touch drugs...juz back hm from drinkin wif bros..they r e best ppl tt can ever come into my life...reali love n treasure em to bits....brothers 4ever...may every1 have their wishes come thru for tis new yr...slp tite every1 n get more ang bao:)

2007-02-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR TO EVERYONE!!!!!! its nian chu yi n i home so earli to rot n blog le..coz dad decided not to go grandma hse todae,instead we will be gg tmr in e mornin at 830...omg...its damn earli but nvm la...slp lesser for more fun is worth it de...haha...hope can get alot ang bao tis yr but now my ang bao money not even 100 lor...wats wif ppl man...haha...no la at least tis yr is better coz still haben receive $2 de ang bao yet...not like few yrs ago ppl onli give $2 de n acc all e ang bao juz 80+...muz go more frenz de hse tis yr...kezia go ur hse k ask ur mum to give more money...haha...n not 4gettin jj hse can take two times de...haha...tts all le ppl...when u all reach home today n c tis plz call mi n ask mi if i wan go out k...haha...once again happy new yr...huat ah every1....tc n bye

2007-02-16T03:13:00.000+08:00

its pass 3am in e mornin le...but my parents r late...they r supposed to wake up at abt 1 ro deliver e goods to their customers...so when some1 juz wake up they can be v ez irritated addition to tt,when they r late it will be worse...mum juz questioned mi y i did not wake her up in a v dulan voice which made mi guilty n cant deny tt i'm abit angry too coz juz reach hm not long ago...its not e 1st time le but nvm ba...she's my mum n on top of tt i did things tt made her maybe 100x or 1000x angrier in e past...muz 4give ur parents if they did smth to make u unhappy k...coz they dun mean it...n when u did smth wrong they r bound to 4give u oso de...no matter how serious e case is...tts y they can be e most wei da ppl in e world...
ya...shld tok smth abt ytd...haha...went out wif kez jose sl jj n reeve n it was a fun day ytd...reali enjoyed,so thx to em for makin my day...1st stop was to cine for mango ice coz kez was cravin for tt n had our lunch dere too...den proceeded to heeren as the gals wanted to shop for clothes...den waited for sl to come over coz he havin his last paper n meanwhile took some photo wif tt niu outside...haha...the nxt destination is city hall n we cover from marina to suntec den raffles city n went to meet reeve n finally to vivo...had our dinner at hei sei hui(bosses) but e servin was not enuff for my huge appetite followin by photo takin session...took alot of pics n then e most memorable part of e day was badmouthin abt ppl n sharin ghost stories/experiences which left e gals so terrified tt e openin of e cargo lift made em scream...haha...n for e guys their screams was e scariest thing...scarier den e stories...sent e gals hm n went over to jj hse for gaming session n went hm ard 7 in e mornin...onli get to slp after breakfast at 8...n today was a day made for slpin coz e weather was so so nice...slept for half e day n as usual went to meet up wif jj n sl...ytd was reali a fun filled day n maybe "thrillin" as wat jose said...haha...n we all fin our packet of candies ytd...gotta buy again le...n ever1 kez is reali v efficient...reach hm send we all e photos le...ok...i type alot le...now feel tired n hungry...bed is callin out to mi le...bye n nitez:)

2007-02-11T02:22:00.000+08:00

had a long day today...woke up earli in e mornin n went to work...was damn earli as jj dad sent we all over dere...so as usual we sat down n have some candy n chit chat a while...i'm down wif flu ppl...so remind mi if i wan share food or drinks wif u all coz dun wan start e flu friendster...so tired rite now but juz dun feel like slpin yet...dunno wats wrong wif mi...hope i can slp till v late tmr w/o any disruption from my family...v.day n cny is comin le...tis yr those florists sure earn alot de lor...high prices n more sales...they got no worries man...money will roll their way...but when will money come to mi...?my money keep gg out but nv come back de...hope cny will let mi win alot money den can buy alot things le...
recently seems to have quite a few no of relationships problems...hmmm...i've been thru tt too n i noe its terrible..so handle things properly n dun do anythin silly k ever1...its easy to get into a relationship but its definitely hard to maintain it...esp when it gets longer n maybe feelings start to fade or too much misunderstandings comes along wif it...so nv ever rush into relationship coz it will juz means misery n worse losin of a close fren...sudden feel tt i'm gettin old,few more yrs to go n i muz be in e society fightin for my bowl of rice wif all my might n try to have close friendship wif more ppl in e environment or ur bosses...in other term,suck up n bootlick em in order to keep a job...i noe tt its a practical world out dere, everythin is abt money n terms wif one another...ppl wif lousy performance may juz be able to keep their job n get promotion coz they r somehow related to e boss while some who r reali capable n slog their life away for e company onli get promoted 1 rank higher after maybe abt 5-10 yrs?? so guys get ready for e ugly side of e workin society coz we will be steppin in soon, bah...haha...tc every1...nitez

2007-02-07T02:50:00.000+08:00

bloggin again in e late nite...hmmm...i tired but juz dun feel like slpin yet...dunno y oso...haha...heard tt kez bought 2hamsters le...haha...is tis font big enuff jose?had my 2nd last paper ytd noon...hope i can pass ba if not i'm gg to be kick out of sch le...muz pray reali hard tt i can pass...after thurs i will fin all my papers n relax for an instance b4 gg for attachment le...it will be earli mornins again le...sucks man...cant slp late n go out play in e nite le...still got 1 n 1/2 yrs b4 i grad from poly...but cant wait till grad n go ns den come out n work so tt parents burden will be lighter as onli my younger bro n maybe elder bro will be schooling...if onli dere will be a day when i earn big bucks n enjoy life...den can let my parents relax for e nxt half of their lives...parents r e most impt ppl in our life ppl...w/o em we will not be here n e money they spent on u is countless...even u give em all ur earnings for e time u live u wont be able to repay em back wat they gave u...so be gd to em plz every1...used to let my parents worry alot abt mi in e past so now,19yrs old soon le muz tink twice b4 doin anythin so tt will not let em worry n panic for mi...muz reali treat em nice from now till e end of their life...but reali cant bear em to leave though i noe tt 1 day they will juz shut their eyes n proceed to e faraway land w/o any disturbance...same to my bros...will cry till duno wat if anythin happen to em(touch wood)...
tokin abt cryin...actualli men do cry n maybe more den some female...some may tink tt male r heartless creatures but in fact they r not...maybe from e outer side they make look cool,strong n heartless but inside of em they r v emo n can cry easily de...but its alwz in e dark in e absence of others...n i believe tt dere is smth call fate in tis world...ppl r fated to be tog n fated to nv meet even if they r juz stayin in e same blk or area...oso e timin for ppl to meet is fated not forgettin ppl r oso fated to end their journy of life when e time is up...y am i tokin abt death all e time...haha...i tink too much le ba...cny comin le ppl so its time to go shop for new clothes le...all e best to those havin exams n after tt enjoy ur cny!!
kbye...nitez

2007-02-05T02:55:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...i'm back bloggin after few bz n tirin days...trainings n studyin n findin food to eat...haha...went to study at je lib wif sl n kez...duno is e carpet dere dirty or my skin too sensitive...got alot of bites after sittin dere for onli abt 3hrs...cant focus wif my leg itching all over,so went off n headed to gombak,sl fav eatin place....as usual he had his fav laksa over dere n kez have e same thing too...i ordered chicken rice as tt stall cook nice chicken rice but duno y it juz cant fill my stomach...so mi n sl gobbled up kez share of laksa oso...haha...is she cant fin la...after tt went to lot1 to c hamsters,didnt noe they r so ex de lex...haha...so go back to tw to c if e hamsters dere cheaper n cuter...saw a super active n cute de...haha...juz keep stand up n fall backwards all e while den keep runnin abt...advised kez to tink twice b4 makin any decisions to buy hamsters...n then went ntuc to buy ice cream...mi sl n kez shared a small tub of ice cream...n help jj to pack food...afraid tt e ice cream will melt we hurried to jj hse n ate ice cream while watchin tv...oh spore team defend e asean cup title agianst e contender thailand...cant deny tt spore was in fact lucky to have won e match after a late goal n win 3-2 on agg...the ice cream taste quite nice but kez say its not enuff for her...however we ate alot today le,not forgettin tt we had long john b4 gg to study...haha...hope i can slp well tonite...kez got all e symptoms i had,cant slp well n eat alot recently...n she's rite...when some1 cant get to slp in e middle of e nite...will get emo n tink alot...i experienced tt for quite some time le...kez,maybe can pen ur tots down n change abit den can be some lyrics or poems?haha...hope u can slp well...gg study wif sl n kez tmr oso...gotta go slp le ppl...nitez

2007-01-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

had my 1st paper today n feel tt its quite a tough de but tink can pass ba...gotta do better for e other papers...hai...failed a test badly n nid to go back sch tmr n thurs for remedial coz e paper is on fri n lec say will give more practise in order to aid mi in e paper...juz hope can pass everythin can le...onli module i aim high is maths ba...muz work v hard for tt coz i aim for A n tts e onli module tt i can aim for A le...haha...so if i get it den my gpa will be pull up oso le...dunno y got some kind of feelin inside of mi n i cant describe it properly...feels like i'm sad but i got nth to be sad of...or izit i'm stress by exams?or its juz e plain tiredness in mi?duno wat izit anyway...juz hope tt its not hintin mi tt smth bad is gg to happen den can le...
sometimes its hard to be a human...we nid to act according to situations n react to ppl comments or complains...sometimes we r feelin angry abt some1 but juz cant speak wats on ur mind to him as tt some1 is of higher status den u...or when u r feelin sad coz u overheard some hurtin words tt r not meant for ur ears n u nid to act as if nth happen infront of em,worse still they r actin better den u...haha...or sometimes u feel disappointed over some1 decision on who they wan to be wif but u dun wish to let tt some1 noe ur true feelings for her,u nid to pretend to be cheerful n tease her or worst help her to be wif e guy...
haha...enuff of e craps le la...duno y i so much crap to tok abt...suddenly feel v weird...tink i missin my candies le...but nv buy today...candies is 1 of my best fren ever...dere for mi whenever i'm down n droppin tears no matter rain or shine,juz by sayin his name he will appear infront of mi...gotta go find him tmr le..haha...nitez

2007-01-30T01:54:00.000+08:00

i'm suppose to be studyin but y am i online?hai...its always e same...cant focuse on studyin man...hope can pass tmr paper n tt will be great le..gonna be an escort tmr coz got a fuckin idoitic guy always tryin to be funny, threatening n harassing ppl...hope he will reali come down tmr n tok things out...he is 1 big freak man...tink ruhua looks better den him...
went studyin at woodlands lib today,its quite a fruitful session but didnt last long coz all e tutorial qns dried our brain juice...but thx for helpin mi to understand e calculations:)
den went home n change,headed to 223 play bball n let off some steam...haha...reali feel relax after bball session...muz thx reeve for askin mi to go play...thx lots bro..haha...at lesat we did not let em laugh at we all after playin...i am pailang...haha...so many things n so lil time...wonder how many 19 yrs am i left wif?muz treasure all e happy moments n live our lives to e fullest ppl:)
nitez n slp tite

2007-01-27T01:22:00.000+08:00

hey everyone lim bei siong hou eh brother book out today...haha...went over to np n find sl n kezia den went over to ivan place to visit him...he look so like some1 whos juz out from prison lor...laugh till mad abt his botak head...but reali alot things to tok to him...miss him for so long lor finally he come out le...nxt time u out we go drink k...steady...haha...today is such a tirin day man...slept at abt 230 ytd n nid wake up at 8 to go sch for presentation but as usual i'm late but luckily e grps b4 mine late oso so doesnt affect much...haha...presentation is actualli like fuck la...9slides onli n i presented onli 2 n leave e rest of e cock for e other members to tok...haha...lucky tt lec nv ask much oso la...juz hope to clear all modules tis sem...gg to have papers nxt week le...die sia...wif lousy notes how to do well...tink have to ask for assistance from clever frenz le ba...workin tmr in e mornin...nid meet 6+...gotta slp walk again le la...tc guys out dere...n all e best for exams ppl...nitez

2007-01-24T03:54:00.000+08:00

i have been slpin reali late tis few days or tink since last week ba...dunno wats got into mi...haha...wheres e slpin bug in mi?went play bball jux now at ytcc n went over to meet sl n we chatted for quite long...jj was studyin n dun wan meet...dunno wat got into him oso...haha...coz he study...as usual i asked sl to bring a stick for mi...haha...enjoy tt stick while we chat away n tok alot cock...haha...tink mi n him nid to get used to the time where onli we 2 r dere cox reeve n jj gg in ns soon oso le..den onli mi n him le...haha...jj muz be cursin when he c tis...lol...after e long chat wif sl we decided tt maybe we r being too gd de ppl le so we wan be abit pailang...haha...tink onli he noes wat i referring to...haha...feel like gg msia again to buy things...bros when u all can?ivan is comin out on fri le...shyt tt guy man...cant wait to c him botak...haha...tts all le...nitez every1:)

2007-01-21T03:39:00.000+08:00

hey liverpool won chelsea 2-0...liverpool rocks...power la...
dunno y i jux cant get to slp earlier in e nite for e past week...tink my brain is too active le ba...e moment i lie down n close my eyes,my brain juz automatically start to wander n tink of things like playin bball or games...n i have troubles gettin to bed after my mind wander further away into more detailed matters like how i shld dribble or shoot a ball...haha...n i onli get tired at ard tis point of e day...hope i will be normal again n can slp e moment i on bed...been eatin alot recently so hope my malaysian look-alike face dun get rounder...i mux save up n clear my debts b4 cny man if not ltr suay...haha...i superstitious cox scared lose money when gamble during cny...come on ppl lets play mahjong for whole nite during cny k...dunno if i can take my hse de liquor out to drink...lets have our brothers reunion dinner n drink k...ivan ng faster come out la...always leave a space for u at coffeeshop but u did not turn up...better come meet we all when u book out...y am i bloggin?i wanted to do my prac report de...haha...ok guys tc n slp tite...sweet dreams every1

2007-01-19T16:59:00.000+08:00

had been a v gd boy n stay at home for e past few days...haha...ok la is i nv go sch but i start to like e time at home la...can slack n relax...listen songs n rest...but do feel sian...still no mood to start study yet...nxt week den start ba...ltr got trainin hope wont too tough if not i chui...haha...listenin to ni bu ai wo by kangkang...damn it man...tt guy reali sing tis song till so nice n emotional lor...make mi emo oso...haha...been bloggin tis few days cox i v free...but tink maybe nxt week onwards will take v long to update le...so spiders n cockroaches be prepared to season park in my blog k...haha...tts all le ba...bye

2007-01-19T02:40:00.000+08:00

tis week jux pass by so fast...its fri le n tis week i onli went sch twice...exams r nearing le n i haben start revisin, tink i muz reali buck up n get back my form of studyin...haha...juz had some advice from my idol n she ask mi go do tutorials n past yr papers...i will try my best la...hope i wont repeat any modiles again if not i sure go crazy de...sch life is startin to bore mi to death le...though i noe i wont live much longer...haha...at most few more decades onli...gotta treasure every moments of fun n laughter now...tink i mux chiong thru out nxt week during my study break n den do my best for all e papers n can enjoy my holidays wif no worries le...den can go shop for new yr clothes le...haha...i shld not tink so far 1st muz study 1st...bitter come 1st den sweetness if not sure will fail all my modules de...exams comin le every1 so mux work hard k...gd luck to all...rave u r gg to ns soon oso le...1 more person less le...n when is my attachment placement gg to be out?waited so long le lor...hope get place to gd company wif better pay n gd workin environment...haha...nitez

2007-01-17T16:01:00.000+08:00

time is passing by so slowly everyday...tink cox i stay home for too long ba...haha...tis 2 days skip sch though i do not wan de but reali too tired to pull myself up to sch...been missin tt big head mother-f*ckin franken fish since he go tekong last fri n he started trainin le...tink his body will get thinner ba wif his head still so big as ever...sure to fall down n looks like ET...haha...went to celebrate jose bday on mon nite after a havoc day in sch...4 tset man, n went to sch jux for all e test n no lessons...ok...tok abt e kbox nite...wow the gals r v gd singers lor...mau u my idol sia...sing so well...power la...haha...it was quite a enjoyable nite n went home at abt 2+...long time nv go singin le n feels quite nice to sing n relax...but sudden have urge to sing again...haha...guess mux wait till nxt time le ba cox now no money le...short of money n in debts...haha...hope i can strike lottery den can clear debts n go shop n sing le...haha...IVAN NG cant wait till u book out...gonna smack ur botak head when i c u...tts all le every1...tc n stay happy always:)

2007-01-12T00:20:00.000+08:00

its rainin almost everyday again le...rain in e nite gives mi some sad feelings...oso dunno y,maybe weather does affect some1 mood n feelings...but i cant deny tt it will be great to slp on rainy nite...haha...the rain seems to be bringin some msg..maybe heaven is cryin over smth or maybe its tt its tryin to tell human beings tt they are doin far too much harm to e environment, which explains the sudden change in weathers n long raining seasons or e recent case where in america e flowers r bloomin though its suppose to be winter...wonder when will dooms day come so tt it will end all e sufferings or damages ppl r havin or doin n start a new ice age so tt e world can be in its original shape again wif no pollutions n crimes...tink i bullshittin ba...gtg bye

2007-01-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

ok...its e 1st day of sch after 3 weeks of holidays....quite enjoyed my holis but happy moments always fly pass...was all ready n went to sch earlier today to practise on a retest today cox i missed it...test is supposed to start at 11 but i reached at 10 n practising tt stupid 3d drawing programme...but wat happened?tt nbcb biased lec actualli didnt turn up after makin mi wait for abt 2hrs...jux wtf is wif her lor...called n comfirm wif mi to take e test b4 e break n some1 wif such poor memory like mi can manage to turn up punctually but i dun even c her soul ard lor...1 more point to prove tt shes biased...tt idiotic,foolish,no-brainer lec sent mi a warnin letter but not to those who skip her lessons more den i did jux cox they r closer wif her....reali cant stand her...hope tt she wont teach mi nxt sem...hate her to e core...she better pray hard tt her children wont be workin under mi nxt time when they grow up if not i will treat em so 'nicely' till they will rem mi for e rest of their life...i will make sure i bring em up to heaven n give em a kick in their ass n it will be hard till their face stick to e lowest level of hell n stay there 4ever...

went over to np today to help out in jose de project but still duno will i be of any help in e future...haha...was there damn earli cox no more pracs for mi le...waited n did some work den i fell into a deep slp for abt an hr or so b4 gg to get some drinks n meet up mau cox she oso there to try out for jose project...haha...mau is so funny ,she cant stop laughin n smilin...c le oso diff to be serious...was quite fun though i noe tt we didnt do well...haha...n thx for e bubble tea:)

gotta go catch some slp le if not sure late for lessons...IVP started le n tmr against np...gonna to be bz for e nxt few weeks le...so dun blame mi if u come visit my blog n find urself choke wif dust...when will i ever get rich??bye

2007-01-03T13:31:00.000+08:00

things have changed n the surrounding seems so diff...but i noe it wont be for long for mi to adapt to anythin...recently a lengendary tale seem to have come true again,tt is the niu lang n zi niu story...haha...brothers u all noe i referring to who ba...haha...feel so sian man...sch is reopenin soon le n feel tt it will be a disaster when tt happens....bless mi wif lotsa luck when sch reopen...hope i can pass all my papers n score well to clear tis sem...gg swimmin soon le...update again when i free nxt time...bye

2007-01-02T06:00:00.000+08:00

decisions r made though both cant bear to leave...i'm e 1 who is cruel n did all tis but i jux hope tt we can be happier...guess tt e end of tis long run ba...its leadin us nowhere n make us go stray...e longer it continues e more hurting it will be...better to end e run den wait till its too late...theres a sayin tt at e end of e rainbow u can find treasure, i believe in tt too, but if some1 jux keep on runnin w/o any clue or to e wrong direction, wat u find will jux be strands of grasses...so i decided to stop runnin n take a break while searching for e right way to go to...hearts r broken n tears r flowing...is my eyes tired?y am i havin blur vision?maybe its jux some tears ba...HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!

2006-12-29T04:53:00.000+08:00

cant get to slp n i duno y...so decided to clear some cobwebs lyin ard here...juz back from sch bball trainin camp...its was quite fun though e slpin condition dere is not gd at all...n i have smth to say....my sch is v lousy...not the standard of edu but its the bulidings n structures....leaking of water from roof top along corridoor n even in e indoor sports hall...come on man...do smth abt it plz...makes my sch indoor court not much diff from e outdoors...recently had a nice drink wif bros...thx for e company...but thx to em my xo is gg to fin soon...ok its my mum's n juz hope tt she wont reprimand mi for tt...haha...

sch is reopening soon le n it will be work, test n waking up earli in e mornings everyday...sometimes reali feel v sian of sch n everythin...wonder if our lives are predestined??i tink it is ba...e god up above set all kinds of situations n challenges in our lives n make we all live thru it miserablely,while he up above is checkin on our progress n hope tt we will be happy n gain valueable experience n knowledge after we go thru those obstacles...n when u finally overcome all those obstacles,ur time is up n poom, there u r lyin straight n eyes closed while ur soul is taken away...soon after tt u will start anothere life n facing more diff problems n e cycle comtinues....so,its juz a few decades of livespan for most of us...live it to e fullest n most imptly happily...n to all my bros: play while we still can afford to play...tc guys...

2006-12-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

if my blog is a cupboard, i'm sure its full of cobwebs now...if its a metal i wonder how thick is the layer of rust...haha...feel quite bz nowadays wif schedule pack wif more trainings and reports...doin 1 out of 3 now...nid to rush all by tis week...somehow tink that time pass faster at nite...agree?slp a while den its mornin le n i have onli type so lil and few hrs have gone le...or maybe i do nth much in e day so it make mi feel tt time pass slower in e day???
wonder if the international time of every ctry we have now is reali e real timing?if i'm able to noe tt ans n correct it if its wrong...i will be famous le...hai...duno wat i crappin abt...time time time...a factor in life tt u cant control but always wish to control...n a count down for ivan...its jux a day less den 1mth to ur ns

kbye

2006-11-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel like bloggin now..haha...maybe is coz ppl keep sayin tt i nv update my blog ba...but i reali quite long nv update le...recently my bro ivan juz fin his A level n he is so happy tt his 2yrs of studies have gone down e drain..haha no la...finally completed..wish him gd luck for his results here ba...he invited mi n bros to his hse for drinkin n tokin cock session last fri..its reali enjoyable drinkin n forget abt everythin...finished 1 bottle of vodka n half bottle of xo...though sl mi reeve jj n lianhong was dere wif him but its juz like mi puay n reeve drinkin onli...haha..duno y but its seems like a standard thing ba..if onli can drink n den slp for 2 whole days dun nid to wake up,tt will be great...if onli weekends is longer,if onli got more time for ppl to spend,if onli i can control time...things can happen accordin to my will n control,oso when i wan it to happen...ok i shall stop dreamin abt controllin time le ba...

time reali flies man...tinkin back,studyin for O levels was juz like few weeks ago n sec sch days r juz like months ago but now...i in poly 2nd yr le n ivan is gg ns soon le...bkor is gg grad from ite le n sl is studyin in np now le...reeve is gg to get his diploma le n maybe startin family soon?...wonder wat it will be like few decades down e road...will we bros still meet like normal n sit ard chit chat like now?its hard to say...but e worse scenerio is tt e seats where we usually sit down n hang ard n filled up is gettin short of 1 person by e yrs when we r old due to aging n illness...i gettin sad juz by imaginatin e scene le...so ppl muz enjoy it while we can now or juz few yrs ltr there will be no time to play le n lots of commitments muz be made

2006-11-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

tis week dun nid go sch...quite nice cox can slp but actualli still nid go back la...contradicting rite...stupid sch say no lessons but give hell loads of assignments n projects...rather slp lesser n go lesson than tis idiotic e learnin...tink is e sch director wan some rest ba...damn him man...earn so much money from our sch fees n make things so diff for mi...hope i can faster grad n dun nid go sch le but tt will means i will go ns soon...tok abt ns...jj got into pesA...haha...i wish to be a clerk or driver in ns so wont be so tough...haha...

a incident suddenly makes mi tink of e past...of e time when i ard age of 15 n still in sec sch...went ard shoplifting n cause troubles...actually being a parent is reali hard...u wont noe wat ur child will do durin e rebellious stage...things reali will be hard for parents...so i reali treasure n thankful tt my mum keep givin mi chances n forgiveness...n now i have grown to noe wats wrong n not repeat my same mistake le...but reali love my mum for e freedom she give mi n tts not all ppl mum will give...

2006-11-03T09:42:00.000+08:00

hi to those who keep readin my out dated blog...feel tt gg to be like my bro,bkor,not updatin blogs n lettin it to rot slowly by itself...recently he feelin abit down cox of some problems regardin relationship...maybe he jux unlucky or wat ba...n mei..tink u suay period have pass le ba..haha...tis sat lets try our luck again tog...haha...long time nv bet soccer le..tink abt a week le ba...though its a week but i missin out alot of chances to double my money k...in sch now...so sian...look at timetable wrongly...actualli lesson start at 11 de...hai...guess i have to slp in sch den study abit for e test ltr...stupid sch keep havin test...nxt week no sch for mi

2006-10-21T13:53:00.000+08:00

finally got a break from tired stuffs lyk trainin n gg to sch...its a torture to go sch earli in e mornin n onli to go back home durin evenin...leavin ppl restless n tired to do any other things...n guess wat it will be same for e whole week, in fact whole sem ba...didnt realise tt time reali pass so fast...it have been a month since i start sch...1 month juz fly pass lidat le...soon ivan is gg into ns le...den will be mine soon oso...time reali fly v fast...tt explains y weekends always seem so short...soon will be monday again n e torturin will begin again...not enuff time to play n relax lor...if onli weekends r e days we nid go sch...tink tt will be better...haha...tink tt wont happen ba not now not 10yrs ltr...maybe not in tis life ba...but sch reali make ppl tired n stress...ivan hang in dere ur A will be over soon after tt we go drink...haha...hope time pass slower today

2006-10-15T16:20:00.000+08:00

realise tt e frquency of mi updatin my blog is gettin lesser by e days...tink i too bz le ba or izit i got no mood to update...i duno oso...went to vivo city wif dear ytd n e place is damn big lor...or shld i say tt its unorganised n wif alot of ppl ard dere....these factors make shoppin dere a mess...cant find some shops n announcements of missin kids in e mall...wats up wif their parents...too bz shoppin n cant be bothered wif their kids?ok theres a v nice thing abt vivo city which is e sky garden located at e 3rd level...tink its much more better den esplanade roof top...haha...from e sky garden u can c sentosa n e enormous merlion over at sentosa...its v nice to go out walk walk wif dear ytd...den we proceeded to eat dou hua n den went back as dear is feelin abit unwell n tired...hope u r ok my dear...i lost a soccer bet again...who can lend mi some money to eat nxt week?haha...feelin quite sian now, tink maybe is e dark hazy sky ba...make ppl feel tired n moodless to do anythin...hope e stupid haze faster disperse away from spore n stop makin ppl fall ill wif haze related diseases...got match ltr hope can play well...tts all le everyone cant tink of anymore to write le...tc...weekends endin in few more hrs:(

2006-10-05T13:27:00.000+08:00

sian sian sian...its so sian man...but nvm coz dear will be back tmr le...cant wait to c her after she went to laos for 2wks of community service...dear tmr we play candles tog k...in sch now n feelin super tired now coz ytd attended a weddin dinner n drank a few glass but it feel gd....alcohol is essential for mi to survive...haha...however heard tt it will weaken a person's memory...got match ltr at nite but 4get is against who le...play for sch is quite sian man dunno is wif e team e coach or izit juz my own problem ba...but sometimes reali do feel like stop playin bball....ok tts all ba..wish mi gd luck for e match guys...juz abt half a day more n dear will be back le...cya tmr my dear...
gd bye!!!!

2006-09-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

long time since i update my blog...sch reopen le n its so unfair man...other polys all have their holidays till 16th but wat abt my old n mountain top sch?started sch on mon...dear is out of spore coz she went to loas wif sch to do social service over dere at a village...miss her so much man...repeated a module in sch n nid to stay 1/2 yr more in order to complete poly n get my diploma...gotta work hard foe my sch work le...gd luck to every1 out dere n reevee too..haha...so am i gg to be a god father soon??haha
KBYE

2006-09-09T16:32:00.000+08:00

read an article of a young 14yr old boy on papers few days ago...its quite a sad story for such a young boy...tis young boy had cancer at e age of 12 n may die at anytime...but as he still have goals tt haben been reach,he told himself tt he muz live on n its too young to die at 12...with his determination to survive in tis world,he manage to overcome the illness n keep it under control but the unfortunate tragedy happen soon after he tot tt his life will be normal again...he was wif his family tt day when they went to a market near their place...he was walkin in front of his family members n reach a road...he make a move to cross e road 1st not realisin tt a car is comin towards him in a rather high speed n he is run down by e car n ended up in hospital again...tis time round he's not tt lucky anymore...suffering from several injuries in e head n body he left his family n headed for another world...things r hard to predict in life n accidents may happen anytime to anyone in tis world,takin away e fragile life of a person...in tis case,the lil boy fought hard wif his illness in order to survive n complete all his aims in life but juz coz of a reckless driver his life,goals,future n family is take away from him in an instance...so everybody out dere plz treasure ur lives n those who care for u ard u....tink enuff of this ba...

td went to escape wif dear as she wan to help mi celebrate my bday....though its alr 2wks le but i still had loads of fun wif her over dere...played all e rides except for 2rides tt r under service n e choot choot train...haha...escape is quite a gd exercise for ur heart...e most enjoyable ride is e 15m drop at e wild n wet dere n not forgettin bumper boat...haha....i behave myself as usual n as rave said i am pai lang...haha...i actualli sprayed water at a ah ma which left her to curse at mi after e ride...haha...reali enjoyed myself ytd...thx dear<3

tts all le ba...hope my knee faster recover:)

2006-09-06T02:16:00.000+08:00

hi everyone....feel so sad abt e death of e great croc hunter...he passed away ytd in an accident wif a stingray....shld i say he's lucky in life or unlucky?? lucky in a sense tt he can live till ytd wif numerous dangerous encounter in his life n unlucky in a sense tt e stingray tt took away his life is maybe not e most dangerous animal he encounter in his career....reali enjoyed his shows n admire his courage n guts,also his knowledge abt e nature n oso animals....however living beings all have emotions n may react in a diff way in some situations n maybe tts y e fatal accident will happen to him,e croc hunter.he will be rem by countless ppl in their hearts n i send my condolences to his family n all his friends,not forgettin all his supporters....may e great croc hunter rest in peace in a place far away from us,but e gd memories he gave us will always be remembered n stay close to our hearts...kbye

2006-09-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

ok...quite long since i blog...hmmm...been bz wif basketball n my life...haha...ok...i'm back wif my dear le...happy to be wif her all e time...hope tt it will be smooth sailing for us all e way...n oso to all e couples,all e best...todae my family celebrate my 2nd sis bday n my sis decided to order pizza as she craving for it for quite some time...i asked dear to come over n joined my family too...tink sis order abit too much le n now there r still some leftovers...maybe can save it for breakfast??its a new type of pizza we ordered,or izit tt its juz not tt famous?the pizza is called sarpino's...not sure where it came from anyway but it taste quite gd...i tink its taste is on par or maybe abit better den pizza hut's ba...but well tts according to my taste of course...ate a whole lot of pizza n my dear so gd...bought vitagen for mi as she noe tt my stomach not feelin well...thx dear:) tts all for today...bye

2006-08-30T13:14:00.000+08:00

gonna tell u all abt smth tts true n all of u guys dun ever mention abt tis guy or close to him if any of u all do bet on soccer....his name is RE* (juz in case i wan bet ltr,better not say his name) he is like a robot,toy,lego limbs n he tok wif a 'R' for every word...n tts how he got his name too...it is tested n proven tt everytime we bet n say abt his name or saw him somewhere we are bound to lose e money...it all started durin e world cup period when i bet n den on my way home at nite i saw tt disgustin guy n i reali lose all...all e tickets...not even a single 1 won...n just 2days ago...mi n mei bet e same thing...2goals n 3goals den mei decided to try his luck n went over to tt person place hopin tt he wont be tt suay, but in e end wat happen...4-0 for a match n e other was 3-2...mei haben win any match since e start of epl n i onli won twice...tink coz i nv contact tt guy so at least i nv lose tt much...piece of advice to u mei...stay far away from him,stay far far away

2006-08-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

had a crazy nite of partyin last nite...tis is e best bdae of my 18yrs livin in tis world...thx to all my bros n frenz who turned up...though not many...haha but r quality frenz...we did keep our promise to drink till we drop n i mean reali drop...till we lie down under a block n not willin to get up...reali thx to all of u guys but sorry to u...i noe u do visit n read my blog...sorry for so many things...if onli drinkin can drunk all sorrows i wont be tinkin of us when i'm lyin sub consciously when under e blk...maybe its all my fault i have let u down so many times...again n again...i reali messed up ur life,i guess...maybe i shldn't have step into ur life in e 1st place so maybe u can live happier...at times i do tink tt u shld look ard ur surroundings so tt u will notice a much better guy den mi...i'm reali a lousy guy n i admit...but on other times i will get so emotional n tink tt we r made for each other....its all so confusin to mi...i feel like lettin u go to look for better guys rather den stick wif a lousy guy like mi but i dunno wat to do...its better not to tink too much oso ba...
tc everybody:)

2006-08-24T02:53:00.000+08:00

ok...lets take my url as e topic today...
reflection of life...lets reflect on my life...well in fact our lives may be e better word...every mornin we wake up either v earli for sch or if wk ends,it would be damn late...after tt wat will i do?hmmm...usually i will call up my bros to ask where r they n if they ve any programmes afterwards...so its either we go town for a walk,go play bball or e worse is go lou mou hse play games n rot e whole day...after tt,we will go downstairs n drink n tok...n wat we tok?abt how sian our life is n how r we gg to improve it...after lots of suggestions will be made but tink all is bullshit n we will be so reluctant to do anythin tt we ve suggested like go take up some course to learn things...all bullshit ba...tink we will nv do tt...haha...n i will like to announce my battle partner to u all...his none other den sian lung aka xialan mei...he pei mi thru all e battles wif e wicked pools who is out to earn ppl earnings...hope tt 1day we will defeat our enemy n triumph over wif victory

2006-08-20T15:07:00.000+08:00

been quite long since i update my blog....hai so many things had happen but i have so lil to say....been feelin quite down n so...tink lost is e word...duno wat to do for e day n no motivation in life...wat am i headin to??hope tt e encyclopedia will ve an ans to my qns...wat shld i do for e rest of my life??still e same things for everyday n like not gettin on in live??reali hope to find an ans for all my doubts n ways to keep mi alive n kickin in tis world.....
wat shld i do??

2006-08-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

had my 1st paper todae...its quite diff but i hope i can pass so tt wont ve to repeat tis module...if onli it rain whole day todae den wont nid to go trainin n can slp for v long...its quite late now le n i have to wake up earli in e mornin tmr to go marina south to work but its $8/hr...lucky nid 2ppl den ask sl along to pei mi as we r e onli 2 tt dun nid go sch de...if work alone i sure fall aslp halfway de...haha...gonna slp on train tmr le coz i sure not enuff slp de....if onli todae no trainin...haha...havin cck cup tmr at cck cc, tink is against zone3 ba...those kids tt plae at tw lrt dere de...shld be an ez win for us ba but muz be serious oso...give em no chance...tts all...kbye

2006-08-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

been quite a while since i came online n blog le...things are not like b4 now....sometimes i cant get to slp or not much appetite n will be blur for a while...haha feel like everyday is like a dream n i cant wake up from e deep slp...lucky juz now go play bball if not i sure crop up at home n rot on e sofa...woke up todae n watch my sassy gal again...its juz so noce tt i dun get bored though i had watch it like abt 5 times le...still as touchin as b4...esp when i'm in tis state...havin my exam at 9am tmr n muz pass in order not to repeat tis module...wish i have e best of luck tmr....hai my $100 fly away...kbye

2006-08-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

feel tt my eyes are gettin smaller n smaller by e days....reali nid some slp to replenish n maybe can return my eyes to normal size....help mi puay, give mi some of ur eyes genes so tt ur eyes wont be so big n mine wont be small....n dun mistake give mi ur head genes k i dun wan to be like u....haha...still got a report in hand tt needed to be handed in but i got no mood to start on it....luckily my fren sent mi....hai sian....nv go sch for quite some time le n it feel quite nice to slack ard....even at home....tink i gg to be loner like mei soon....pray tt my eyes wont shrink till like tt tu jhiyuan....haha at least my teeth is not black like his...kbye

2006-08-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

feeling reali tired n moodless to do anythin now but i nid to hand in my grp report by tmr n my M grp member is chasing mi for e work....keep call call call n msg msg msg...dun he noe tt e work can be delayed coz our lec is so bochap....n plz lor...at 1st ask mi do some qns den now ask mi do e whole report coz he sae he did another by himself le....reali bullshit....i'm halfway thru my work now n reali cursin tt grp member of mine....hope he will reflect on his own doings n not keep on blamin others for not helpin in e report....he sucks....my bro ivan is feelin rather down recently due to some family problems, hope he will get over it soon n puay if u wan drink jio mi oso but u treat k...haha....gonna do my fuckin work le n dynasty warrior rocks!!

2006-08-06T16:21:00.000+08:00

saturday is always fun n very enjoyable...went out to meet dear ytd den we headed to city hall...went suntec n walk ard den took some photos while tryin on bag n cap...haha so funny....den we went to have dinner at pastamania...i ordered ham & sausage baked rice n dear ate chicken bolongnese...was super full after tt den i had a stomach ache n went to toilet...haha sorry dear make u wait so long for mi....while in the toilet, i heard an indian guy wif his daughter...its quite amusin...tt guy told her daughter to use e toilet which is squat de coz i usin the other toilet which can sit de n his daughter sae she do not noe how to use tt n his dad said wif his super low voice "come on, daddy will teach u how to use tis"...haha n after tt "yea u put 1 leg here n the other leg dere n do ur business"...shortly after tt i heard him sayin "k now pull up ur panties" n followed by a moment of silence den he asked his daughter "u nid daddy's help?" n his daughter answered yes den he replied "u muz say it out if u nid daddy's help...if u nv voice out how would daddy noe..."haha...tot tt its quite funny esp if u hear those words from him...after tt went to marina n quickly mi n dear went to e exit at mac to view e fireworks...the fireworks are very spectacular though it seems similar to last yr's...but our view is not tt gd so could not take video of e fireworks...had pinic while waitin for 190...bought along biscuit n sweet, lucky i brought em out if not sure v sianz durin journey...but no seats on bus coz alot of mats...k n abt todae...went to bkor zai dui to eat lunch wif my family den go to my uncle hse n play wif my lil cousin...he so cute man n so energetic...but he like to show off his room of toys...n its reali a room of toys...all sorts of toys...swords, guns,balls,bikes,cars,power ranger,spiderman n also a mini slide n swing...he reali enjoyed himself n so did i...okok...tink i super long winded so i'm gonna end here...bye

2006-08-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

no sch for todae but gonna go for lessons tmr le...juz fin my report which is suppose to be handed up long long ago...went to find bkor at ite coz he say got starin incident happened but nth much happen....so borin lor...i tot it will be fun de...haha...after tt went np find dear and went home tog...k la i agree la...my entry todae is boring...kbye

2006-08-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

today went sch for juz test n it was alrite la...planned to copy n reali did manage to get some ans from my frenz paper...haha hope to pass tis test coz i dun wan fail anymore test le...went to meet up my dearest dear after test n went home tog...she look so frail n stress, c le oso heartache...hope everythin goes smoothly for her...but she have a lectuerer who cares too much abt her n not others...juz skip some lessons n he called up her mum for so many times....tink tt lec like her mum ba...hang in dere coz exam will soon end:)
nid to hand in my reports n assignments by fri le hope i can complete em on time...but feel so reluctant to do work lex...yea tmr no sch n weekend is comin le...finally can relax a while le...jiayou every1 who is gg to have exams, lets be promoted to nxt sem tog...

2006-08-02T12:51:00.000+08:00

hohoho skip lesson for the whole day but nid to go for a test at 3...been studyin from 11 till now...i was wrong abt tis test will be easier...its still damn tough de juz hope tt luck will be wif mi...havin csc trainin at nite....wonderin y train so much for csc its juz like a leisure competition onli ma....haha at least to mi la...stupid csc team nv vote for mei if not can play tog wif him le...bloody idiot...got a damn solo player kana e team lo how i wish i can vote him off like wat ppl in survivor do...need go prepare for sch le....kbye

2006-08-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

hi everyone had my test earlier in e day n all i can say is hong kan liao...haha wat i can do now is buck up for my exams le...gg to have another test tmr but tis shld be a easier test ba i guess...and also i got such a lousy grp member in my class, claimin tt he did alot of work in previous reports he's not gg to do anythin tis time round...shit all those idiotic excuses tt he made up....bet he juz wan study for recent de test tts y he dun wan do....he reali pissed mi off....he is a fuckin M...k enuff of sch work le...today have sch trainin cant pei bkor to go queensway buy shoes...today trainin was quite fruitful la, in e sense tt everyone gain new knowledge of our formation n more experience in order to play along side better wif another...however there bound to be some conflicts among ppl as there's no perfect team or person but i hope tt they will straighten out their tots n will be able to sort things out among em...
ytd when in lot1, mi n mei went to spore pools to take a look at e odds n found out e bettin of e combos...haha gonna give it a try someday as e winnin is damn attractive....hope my luck will be wif mi....lol...long time nv play mahjong le lex bkor, after my exams find someday to play....losin $ to mi is better den being con rite...haha jk onli....kinda miss sec sch days where life is so carefree n e onli trouble is wat to do after sch...but time will nv n not gg to turn back for any1 so cherish wat u ve now....cherish all ur love ones n ur frenz, ur bros n family....feel kin of tired le tink i will study my test tmr when i wake up ba...gd luck to mi

2006-07-31T15:57:00.000+08:00

hoho i'm back home from sch le...quite a tirin day though jux went sch for abt 4hrs...exams r comin le n i jux found out tt i failed a test...haha nid to buck up le...dun wanna repeat any modules...have a test tmr n tts e most jialat module i faced, got onli 27/100 for e previous test...pray tt e paper will be ez...realised tt actualli ppl can slp easily w/o themselves knowin esp when e surroundin temp is like today's, the bed temp, where ppl are comfortable wif...exam is comin real soon le but luckily it ends on my bdae...haha...lidat i can enjoy wif no worries during bdae...ltr still have my csc trainin n stupid coach wan us to run to dunno where...demand so much for us but can he do wat he demand us to do? i doubt so...haha...tts all:)

2006-07-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

ok...todae was a fuck up day as sch reali sucks...feel so tired for e whole day...shld have pon lessons after prac lo, e lec juz tok crap which all can be found in notes de...ya muz tok abt ytd nite kbox-in wif bros...haha play till damn fun...sang all sorts of songs, hokkien,english,chinese n onli bkor noe how to sing canto song...hou eh...if onli bkor got 1 million he sure buy a mini cooper but he will put his mini cooper on his lorry den put his lorry on his trailer den put his trailer into a plae den put e plane on his ship den he sit in his mini cooper n "drive" overseas...haha...but kinda feel cheated by kbox as e extension of the time cost a bomb n tt fuckin nerd onli free us a glass of coke n 2 lousily taken photo by him...rather he give us all one more drink den i can order my 3rd glass of beer n slowly enjoy e sweetness of e beer...but reach home real late at abt 3 n have sch at 9...tts e reason y i was tired for e whole day...keep fallin aslp durin lesson...during break dear came n find mi den we went library n i fell aslp almost immediately after putting my head on e table...went home after sch n meet up dear again...concluded tt my mum have a high possibility of not cookin on fri n dear pei mi go eat...thx dear for pei mi...<3
haha...sl still haben send mi e lyrics he composed but i alr previewed it...haha its quite well written...give him some applause...ok tts all folks

2006-07-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

finally the storm is over n the sun is shining...ok we r back tog again...hmmm...everything's is fine le n we r like our usual self...being happily tog so bros dun nid worry much abt mi...haha tonite gg kbox wif my bros...yay hope will enjoy ourselves till crazy...dear rest well k n dun faint(slp w/o urself knowin) k..haha...still in sch now, pon lesson to com lab to plae games n update my blog...tts all le ba...will blog abt wat we did at kbox in nxt entry...tc k all of u guys n thx for e concern:)

2006-07-25T00:45:00.000+08:00

i'm tryin to engulf myself in the dark hopin tt e darkness will bring away some sadness...hopin tt memories of the past will fade away from my mind fast regardless of the happiness or the tough times...time tog was great n it did flied pass n now its mi alone wif my lonely role hopin to clear all e wounds i inflicted on u hoping tt u will forgive mi though there's nth more to say...time wont heal wounds, yes i noe, but hope the least it did is to lighten the load tt i gave to u...maybe someday we will be tog again be i tink most probably the ans is no...there's no way u gonna change ur mind after all e sins tt i done to u n for always i will remember the time of my happiness stop when e clock struck 12.22 in the 25th july

2006-07-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

fuck up day n its a fuck up life...

2006-07-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

was too tired to update my blog ytd...earli in the mornin at abt 10 i was woke up by my sis coz we need to go take photo as my eldest sis graduated from U le...den went home n slp till evenin...meet dear in town at 7+ n sorry i make u wait all the traffic fault...enjoy myself wif her n time reali fly past when ppl r having fun...eat at lj n e malay gal workin dere is so damn slow tt her manager took over her to serve n ask her go kitchen...then to marina square giants n walk...bought some gummy candy...quite nice la n took pic wif dear...haha...had durian ice kachang which dear had wanted n requested in her blog...reali enjoyed la...proceeded to my backyard(esplanade) after shopping n eatin...super packed over dere, tink i shld start collectin entrance fee to visit my backyard le if not its always so crowded n ppl wif no $ n home will plae loud r&b songs n lie ard there ton...play racin game wif dear via bluetooth while on bus home n realise tt its 12 when reach cck...time reali pass so fast...enjoyed myself ytd..thx dear for pei mi..hehheh...ltr have finals at yuhua le wish myself gd luck...bkor bless mi

2006-07-22T02:05:00.000+08:00

other den sch, todae was quite a fun day...went to meet up my bros n had some conversation...haha...tot of giving pirates of the carribean a new title...sshhhhhh dun say it out its sensitive..haha...have been tinkin of wat to post on my blog n lucky sl is workin on composing a song for lou mou n once its completed i will post it up for all to c n enjoy:D
hope tt will be fast coz i cant wait to laugh at the lyrics tt he is gg to write...n reeve gan mei mei is so fan lo keep msg msg msg but he cant dun reply her la if not she sure angry de...haha i shall not speak more into tis...k la tts all for todae...hou leng eh hang ah tiu lei lou mou la

k bye

2006-07-21T00:49:00.000+08:00

todae was quite a slack day for mi...sch dismiss earli as no more prac le...went to have a hair cut at lou mou shop...haha...den went to bet on s.league...quite lucky tt i won la coz singapore soccer reali jialat can score till 5 goals in a match...
i tink my fren junjie(lou mou) is reali under a curse n he nids help real fast...ivan n i had tried to help him break e curse by carrying out "The Exorcism of Lou Mou" but to no avail...tink tt curse set by josephine is reali too powerful even Big Eyevan can do nth abt it...juz hope tt lou mou's lou mou can shout him out of tt curse n bring him back to e right path...gd luck to lou mou

nitez every1:)

unwell

2006-07-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

todae was quite borin...woke up late for lesson again and it has become a routine for wednesday...haha seems like the module for wed 8am is being strike off from time table...worse thing is lec had fin the module juz pray hard tt i will manage to pass tt super borin module...dear not feelin well todae n she visited polyclinic(also to get mc la) but she reali feel unwell...she was shiverin though i felt v hot at tt moment...hope she get well soon...muz get well soon k...dunno wats up wif my head had headache for e whole dae...hope its juz normal headache n head wont expand till ivan's head size which is super duper big...tink his head will reali explode one of these days due to his over stressin of his brain that is growing at a rapid rate of 1cm/min...i shall start counting down to e day his head explode..gotta do some overdue work le...tc everyone

get well soon my dear

2006-07-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

oh my god i cant believe that i actually start a blog...haha tink coz i too bo liao ba or maybe tis is somewhere i can pin my tots down? hmmm watever it is la...got excited over startin tis blog cox i nv tot tt some1 like mi will do tis...thx dear for helpin mi to start e blog but plz stop laughin at mi!!!!!!!!!! haha..oh maybe i shld start to tok abt todae happenings...have semi final match of yuhua cup against tong whye..of course we won..haha..got into finals le n is against yuhua(they r damn strong)...match on tis sun, hope can get to play n play well...well i shall end here le:)
nitez to every1 out dere...